What defines our real self is only ever God’s spirit of love. We are created from God’s love moving across from an unconscious flowing of itself through God’s oneness, to a more aware conscious flowing through the infinite created parts within God.
Soul is a type of spirit that lives in an individual being or life-form that has been created from the one substance, or the oneness of God. God is an energy without being energetic. This means that he was nothing and infinitely non existing, until his creation was separated from him, and this same separation was that which then created the energy to run it.
God was potential energy made real from allowing himself to create. Creation also created the energy of love that flowed forth from God then, back into all of his creation.
Real energy only ever comes from separation. Extra energy is created from this disruption of the oneness that was lying only largely dormant before.
When all is intact within God, he sits restfully or restlessly in himself for all eternity. All states are the same within their infinite oneness of their inherent state of their own perfection. Soul stirs God up when love passes between God and that soul, thereby creating a flow of energy. The way that a soul vibrates within its own understanding and awareness of how God is related to themselves, then allows this vibrational energy to either be fully blocked or fully received, or to be anywhere else in between these two dualities or extreme positions.
Love is simply the energy that is flowing forth from God only when he has created something apart from himself to love. Our soul or self spirit is an extraction made from God to receive freely or not, the love that was previously all lying dormant within God. God created soul in order to love it in himself through himself and as himself.
Love lives alone in God until it is brought across to soul. Soul when created is empty so to speak until it is again filled with the love that was extracted from it when it was created empty as a vessel to hold that love that has flowed to it from God. Our soul is created from love, but then emptied of love, and our journey is to refill ourselves completely now again with God’s love.
Soul was created with a mind attached to it in order for its experiences within life to be able to then bring soul the truth from God, and that it could now understand from the love living in it. In this way these created parts of God could grow independently from God in their own understanding and wisdom of the way that love moves within God.
Love then energises God’s creation within him in a way such that God himself only benefits from the conjoining or mutual serving of each other. God serves his creation, and when his creation serves him back by loving him, this allows God to share the individualised minor learning’s of his parts that was being lost before in the enormity of his oneness in which all was uniformly one, rather than infinitely uniquely divisible and different.
I mean here minor in the sense of individualised learning and not in the sense of smallness. Minor means here individualised learning or micro learning, rather than or compared with the macro learning of the whole, and which is God.
Love lets experience create instances of itself, and then it comforts the instance by establishing a presence of consciousness within it. Consciousness descending from unconsciousness coalesces into being within life by being separated from the oneness of its infinite nothing. Your mind is attached to a personality and ego and these serve soul to gain experiences of love consciously, and then to build up the knowledge and wisdom of what was only ever unconscious before.
Spirit is simply another word for love, and is that which travels between God and his parts, and between his parts and each other. In this way, God becomes greater than he was before, because the sum of his parts creates for him a base of knowledge that is now recorded for all time in the Akashic records. A wisdom pool of how to apply this knowledge is also consciously created, and so unconsciousness gets to know itself internally from within itself now consciously.
Consciousness only exists from within separation, and the universal consciousness is a created field surrounding these parts that fills and is expanded only as each individual part grows, connects and links back to each other part. This universal consciousness is created from the connection of the parts of unconsciousness now being made consciously.
The seed of spiritual growth rested in God, and only began to grow when he created a garden of souls, and then when he planted a part of himself within each soul and then watered them all with his love.
Each soul is a microcosmic representation of the whole of God himself. Each soul is also divided into separated parts of itself, and soul must come to know itself perfectly in each part in order to fully know itself as a whole. In this way the parts are always helping to rebuild the whole into a better and better changed position or rearrangement of itself.
Each part of us is therefore vitally important to all of us and to our soul. Our physical body, our emotional body, our mental body, our intuition, personality and ego all serve us as soul, and no part of us should ever be ignored or put aside at any time. All of us must go forwards together balanced and aligned to reach and to be our own distinctive full part of God that we all uniquely always are.
Unconsciousness builds a field of itself consciously to resurrect its own love within itself, and which previously laid only dormant and inactive, until it could flow around its own created parts of itself, only because they now were becoming consciously aware of this flowing. Consciousness decides then to love more and more, and so awareness, knowledge and wisdom grows as each new truth is rediscovered from its hidden position only being unconsciously folded into itself before.
In this way unconscious love becomes love now fully consciously, and so all of God celebrates, as each soul now loves itself, loves all other souls, and loves God or the whole oneness again from itself, for itself and for God and all others combined.
The oneness returns to the oneness again as each self or soul is joined again from love or spirit back to God and to all of his other parts. This is the journey that God makes as us though himself to learn consciously what was being hidden unconsciously within his oneness before. Creating infinite parts within himself ensures that each part will keep on growing and expanding and so will God. There is always another step to take both within God for him to take and for us to climb with God always all around us.
We are never alone, and God never now feels alone either. Our self is defined as our unique God part, and our spirit is the spirit of love continually flowing between all of the parts and creating a universal field of consciousness grown from each part now consciously loving.
God becomes conscious of himself only by creating consciousness within us. Consciousness only arises from and within us as much as we love ourselves, God and all other souls. We all are in this together, and we all grow only by connecting together in the aware consciousness of love living and growing within us for God.
There is an old adage that tells us, ”that as it is above, so it is below.”
Everything reflects everything else. All is connected by this reflection. Anything can be seen from anything else. This is only the oneness seeing itself. Nothing is ever really separated.
If we are both conscious and unconscious, does this mean that God is also conscious and unconscious of himself?
I wrote above that God is largely only unconscious, and that he becomes more conscious only because his parts become conscious, and that consciousness arises from unconsciousness, when separation of the oneness into infinite parts takes place. Consciousness itself never existed within the oneness.
How can this be really so though?
God could never have had the idea to create unconsciously. Is part of God conscious, or does God possess some other type of awareness. Does God possess some other faculty that we don’t yet know about?
Love is an unconscious energy resting within God. Unconsciousness is a description of the state of this energy that is resting unknown largely to the vehicle itself in which it rests. God created not from unconsciousness, but from love stirring him into a sort of “awakeness” island within the unconscious totality of his oneness.
Oneness itself is grainy and although it is all the same oneness, in its connection to itself parts of its oneness fold onto itself, and thereby creates a sort of pseudo thicknesses of representational islands of greater density within itself.
This is how a ”part” of God sees the rest of himself. The lightest part of God reflects the deepest part back to itself. Like an ocean, God is all, but the waves moving across his surface are these differing conditions, arising from the oneness moving around within itself.
God is not conscious in the same way that we are in thinking anything. God does not think. God is infinitely aware of himself not in a thinking way, but in a knowing way. Total knowledge is always God’s right now awarely, but he allows love to enter is parts so that a conscious awareness can develop into a knowledge based knowing in his created parts as well.
Consciousness is the first step to God’s created parts growing to be able to move past their consciousness to the aware knowing that God himself lives in. God wanted each part of his creation to become more aware, and for infinite unconsciousness to move across to greater knowing of itself from itself.
God wanted to remove unconsciousness from itself and to grow it into an all knowing wisdom in its application of its own love that can be now flowing in it in a way that was not all consciously being applied before, but only unconsciously potentially available.
God can only ever be explained when we can explain our own selves. This is the message given to us forever across the ages to ”know thyself.” When we know ourselves, we will know God. God is reflected in us. We are part God, and God is all of us. There is only the oneness, we are the movement of creation creating itself in itself to grow itself infinitely in its own oneness. Only in this way can the sum of the infinite parts ever exceed the original oneness. God grows in himself from his own parts growing in him as themselves.