Once on a shivery and disheartening twighlight hour, I lay glassy-eyed and morbid,
reason being copious climactic and grievous sentiments of chattels of yore,
As my eyes grew heavy, virtually dreaming, swiftly there was a grieving crying,
Like a woman profoundly sobbing, sobbing coming from inside of my brain,
‘who is it,’ I whisphered, crying inside of my brain –
that’s it, and never again
oh no, i dreaded i would never bethink the sound of that mournful weeping,
it all ruptured on a dreary night at the heel of october,
no more laughing ,only crying ,felt like needles stabbing at my brain,
my heart it beats with torture, torment, and pain for the disheartened Elaine,
she is full of beauty, elegance, and radiance with a grieving conscience Elaine,
endless and never again
the wind howls and growls with sounds of misery electrifying the hairs on my head,
shocked me – flooded my soul with freakish horrors I cannot fathom,
i lay still, my eyes are bleeding of sorrow, I fear i’ll be dead by morrow
please stop this terrifying crying, bewailing inside of my brain –
the fair maiden elaine haunting me with terror cries inside of my brain;-
songs played of terror, and never again
instantaneously my mind, body, and soul became impotent, lifeforce became deceased
i beg you please i said in a sotto voce to my beloved elain, have mercy upon me
The sandman came knocking, but alas you entered miserabley mourning
immeasurable amounts of crying, crying inside of my brain,
query? what if it isn’t my elaine – is it you, you elaine who has entered in my brain
silece heard, and never again.
i sat up to the silece listning, endlessly i sat pondering, dreaming,
wishing, saying words, words about that day i have never uttered aforetime,
alas the silence became louder, and my words became more insane-full of pain,
all i could think of was her this had to be the one and only, elaine
that name, her name i said it over and over elaine, elaine, elaine,
the name uttered, and never again
in my bed i start shaking, my soul is bleeding, through my body blood is pouring,
the silence is broken, i hear now screaming and crying more horrifying than everbefore,
oh spirit of elaine i howled get out get out i can’t take this torture anylonger,
i heard not an answer is this elaine? i fear i am becoming derailed as a wreck of a train,
derailed and never will be on the right track again i am an exploding train
one last ride and never again
i flinged off my sheets, and collasped to the floor madly shouting no more no more
then there was a burst of light, fire, and smoke then a ghostly figure awoke
in the corner in a disturbing manner the figure stood but did not speak
whom are what are you i questioned, nothing i heard, but distant cries in my brain
the ghostly figure stood hidden in smoke in the corner while i slowly rubbed my brain
ghostly but not humanly, never again
The bloodcurdling figure brought sharp stings to my body,
its bittersweet eyes glowing and raven colored smoke that it wore made me unhealthy,
are you a spirit of elaine or a diablo to bring me torment, grief and pain,
oh no oh no dear visitor from beyond were you the banshee in my brain driving me insane,
tell me what is it you desire of me, who are you to punish me and drive me insane,
all it said was, never again
Startled i was to hear this phantom utter words, even though it had an uncanny tone
as if i heard it’s answer countless times before, the meaning thou i could not adumbrate,
i tried to wonder if anyone esle had ever, ever
ever had a poltorgeist crying and now appearing out from there brain-
maybe my dear wife elaine, a demon, or an imagination looming from my brain,
all it know’s is , never again
the spirit stood there, not moving nor speaking, except for those words repeating,
i asked and asked questions from my brain but the spirit stayed mute,
i have seen ghosts gone by but i thought they were tricks of thine eye,
then i thought its just a game of my brain tommrow i shall be again sane’
yes hahaha i laughed i shall once again by morrow be sane
i heard, never again
paralyzed by this terrifying reply i pondered why,
curious, was i, i tried to walk closer but the smoke watered my eye,
on my kness again i landed, please tell me why are you dressed in this manner,
is this your true form, or are you hear to haunt and terrify me,or entertain
what am i saying you are a spirit and a spirit cannot entertain
no, never again
the spirit stood glaring, glaring into my soul as waiting for the bell to toll,
tell me more, tell me more i bawled out towards the spirit standing in the corner,
i stood there staring into those crimson eyes, and then an assumption arose,
what if the meaning was that this spirit would extract all the blood from my vein’s
this spirit supposedly my dear elaine was here to suck out all blood from my vein’s
to live, never again
i bowed down on my kness, wanting to pray but words and thoughts were vacant
it’s crimson eyes dialated immensely, sending sharp pains into my soul,
rocking back and forth, with hands plucking at my hair, all i could do was stare,
i wished to see the sun once more and never feel again the pain of rain,
no happiness just pain, and pain, too much to bear, to much rain,
no light, never again
whats tis, as the smoke drew clearer, a face i unquestionably remember,
i arose, my legs were feeble, but i did not plummet, i stood elevated,
my saviour, yelled i, my love, you have come back to me, someone sent you to me,
repent, repent, to you i do, please accept my request, i begg you, fair elaine!
praise, oh praise this day when lord kane is once again united with his elaine!
and she said, never again
Angel, you are, a true belle, Angel swell, but from heaven or hell,
here to hurt me, love me, or scare me, whatever it may be, i love you my lady
sent back in a ghostly manner, descending in my brain, then this house of pain,
in the corner you stand, is this where you shall forever and ever remain
oh my – is there any forgivness in your heart, answer or quiet will you remain
and she said, never again
Angel, you are, a true belle, Angel swell, but from heaven or hell,
from heaven above and hell below, oh god or satan my forgivness i implore,
your soul is dying full of sorrow, take thy hand and we will see morrow
i slayed a divine and elegant angel, an angel, that god named elaine
slayed i did a exquisite and fair angel, an angel, that god named elaine
and she said, never again
please spirit of elaine, take thy hand and be human again! i yelled
leave me then and haunt no more, my sadness and sorrow i did implore
slain you i did, for i thought our love was over, a grave-mistake i do implore,
let me perish miserable and broken, or lively and gay, but never enter again thy brain,
cease thy gaze of suffering, woe, and pain,i can’t take it, leave this cubicle and my brain,
and she said, never again
my dear elaine , never moved, just stood and gazed, stood and gazed,
i fell on the floor, whisphered once more – i love you elaine, sobbing fills my brain,
forgive me and let me live i asked again, but still poised and numb against the corner she does remain,i breathe my last breath of air, and i see her true face, beauty, and hair,shiny like a gold chain,please elaine tell me you love me and we both will live agian, without torment, torture, and pain, her answer chokes me like a chain,
i’ll never love you, never again
i’ll never love you….never again
i’ll love you never….never again
